Tomorrow my surgery day! Have been so excited/anxious that I haven't been craving anything so my 'last meal' was an ice cream cone, fruit and a couple chips. Weird to wake up knowing food is not as much of control factor in my life anymore. Cannot wait for this new stage to start! Wish me luck and please pray for a quick recovery tomorrow and the week to come

Got word that the 20th is my official surgery date! Have to do a couple dr appointments the 18th but that's all!! Only diet required is liquids for 24 hours before the surgery. So excited yet a little nervous, feels almost like I am riding the best roller coaster of my life after waiting in line forever!

I have always been more focused on others than myself. For once this needs to be about me. I know my fiancé loves me, but I need him to love me no matter what size I am. Most women fear if they gain weight they will lose their significant other, I fear if I lose I will lose him. He has a preference...thick women, and I have been that since day one. Our love has deepened and even though I will no longer be his exact type a year from now he says he loves me more than he loves that body type. I just

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