I know this doesn't sound like much but before to unlock the gas tank door, I had to take off my seat belt and open the front car door, stick a foot out and reach down to release the latch. Now I can keep my seatbelt on, feet in the car, door closed, and reach down and pull the latch. Life is good.

I am having the most vivid and crazy dreams since the surgery. Sometimes I am hiding chocolate in the dreams. Sometimes my scale from when I was a kid also has a slot for dvds and plays wirelessly (some trick considering how old it was). Sometimes I an dodging dumptrucks on the way to a resort and using jetskis in the pool, or I'm flying from room to room avoiding bombs. What the hell is happening?

I have to say that since the surgery I look sick facially. I have deep circles under my eyes. I am having trouble with the vitamins. I feel like I have to barf when I put them in my mouth. I like the gummies but my nutritionist rejected them. On the upside, I have lost 22 pounds since the surgery. Wish it was more. i've lost 50 in total since I started seeing the nutritionist in April. She tried to talk me out of the surgery. I admit, in my darkest moments, right after surgery I thought I made a

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