Trying not to think about it, but at the same time preparing for a huge change in my life. Paperwork submitted to insurance, just waiting to here back. Why does it seems like weight/wait is in someway always controlling my life. This is going to be a long week.

Ever since I decided to take this journey and have WLS the decision on what to tell the people around me has been a huge part of it. My fear is the stigmatism that comes with bariatric surgery. We have all said it, heard it said and feared it being said about us. "He/She looks, great! They lost a lot of weight; they had The Surgery!" Like it is a quick fix or a cop out of hard work. Remember Star Jones, she was constantly stalked and investigated for the public's own desire to know

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Ready to make some changes and have the best support system. My friend is stock piling high protein drinks and pudding. Little nervous about having enough energy and not getting dehydrated. I personally spent over a 100 bucks at GNC on different drinks, being prepared is the best game plan.