I just turned 30 this year and it's slowing sinking in that I'm not longer in my 20's. I was never the kind of girl to think about marriage and kids and all that but now that I'm 30 I've started. I know that having this surgery will help me get closer to that what I didn't think was a goal.

I feel that now now in my 20's. I felt like I didn't want kids even though I love them and I babysat all the time....just didn't think being a mom was for me. Now, I am 23 and my friends are getting married, having kids, and I have a career. I feel like I am missing something. I understand. And who can resit a baby?