The astounding reality of the 180s
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, 12-12-2012 at 08:20 AM (1480 Views)
I knew this surgery was going to be a success for me because in my heart, I felt like the timing and the desire had aligned- I was extremely positive and enthusiastic for a new life that did not include me hating myself for failing to meet the standard of feminine beauty- but somewhere in my heart of hearts I still feared that it might not be the answer. I could not be more delighted that I have defied the fears of my heart of hearts.
Here I stand this morning, only 2 lbs away from a 75lb loss in 4.5 months. I looked down at the scale this morning in awe, surprise, delight, and a little fear- I am still working on redefining myself and my style with this new body in mind. I cannot believe I am so lucky. I cannot believe how successful I have been and cannot express my gratitude for the excellent doctors, supportive family, and gracious and helpful members of this community for helping me find my way.