26-Month Post-Op Check-In and Reality Check!
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, 07-21-2018 at 06:54 PM (3080 Views)
Hi, Y'all!
I regret that I have not made time to check in regularly with folks here! I positively received a fountain of sage advice and support, and I owe to all y'alls.
I just completed the first year of my MSW/MPA program and to be honest; it is kicking my butt and serving back to me on a silver platter. The mental demand is overwhelming at times, but I am proud of my accomplishments there!
I want to keep it real with y'all. I am eating "normal" again! And that is scary!! No more warning signs when I have overeaten. No more alarming pain. Mostly because I have been making poor food choices and because I eat stuff that turns into slush!
The hunger and craving for lousy food have returned with a vengeance!
I have been avoiding the scales since my birthday back in April. I stopped going to the gym around my birthday too. I ran a half-marathon to welcome my 50th birthday (of this I am profoundly proud!) and it took me over a week to recuperate, and I had a minor injury on my toe. I had been preparing for six months, working out three times a week and walking/jogging every day. Still, injuries happen.
I stepped on the scale this morning. My clothes had already shown the tales of weight gain, and they do not lie! I gained 15lbs in the last year!
Today, I am back. I need you all to help me get back on the wagon. Veterans here have been my inspiration and will draw from your advice.
As of today, I am starting to measure everything and keep a food log. I cleaned out my fridge and pantry, and I have gone shopping. I am going to start cooking more and doing my meal prep as I had done before.
My primary motivator for seeking the gastric sleeve was to get a hold of my weighgain and to halt diabetes. I did both. Now I need to stop the regain and always remember that I am prone to diabetes.
I found some toe cushions that may alleviate the pain and will start walking today.
I need to make time for me in all the workload that I have put on myself this summer.
I also need to see the doctor for physical; I am way past my yearly checkup with the gastric doctor and my regular practitioner.
Always around awful fun foods
Making time for fun tho!
Feeling beautiful and grateful for the new self #GastricSleeveLife