Send help! SOS!
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, 06-20-2018 at 02:18 PM (4583 Views)
You guy, I'm so tired! I mean, I'm always tired, but now I'm really really tired. Anyone that's ever read anything I've ever written knows I'm lazy (and love my junkfood), so best believe I'm over here having a pity party for myself.
So you know I live in two different places, right? Monday through Friday I live in a handicap accessible apartment with my adult daughter who is dependent on me for care after becoming brain injured from VSG surgery 2.5 years ago. On the weekends I get to go back to my house and live there for three nights. I was terrible enough at keeping up one place. Fuck my life trying to manage two. But I had my husband to mostly take care of everything at our house. HAD!
Oh honey, I love you. I'm so glad you're not reading this. ;-) ;-) This clumsy SOB fell down the stairs and broke his leg last week. He had surgery yesterday to put in plates and screws. Now I am responsible for two grown humans that cannot walk. Me! I am barely responsible enough to take care of myself, and now I have to take care of these people and two residences. Who is in charge of letting this happen?!
Anyway, today I got the pleasure of mowing the lawn. It was my version of Hell. It took me 3 hours, and I learned that no matter how skinny you get or how much of your boobs you have cut off, you're still going to sweat buckets in this godforsaken Alabama heat. I also learned that protein giving you muscles or energy is a LIE! I am weak and tired as a newborn baby despite massive amounts of protein every single day for the last 3.5 years. So there's that.
And here a bunch of ridiculous pictures of my terrible morning.
My daughter's car has been sitting untouched in my driveway since her brain injury. It breaks my heart. I guess it will rot there.
You just sit there and eat your burgers with our baby girl and rest that leg, honey. Don't mind me dying in the heat. It's fine. ;-)