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, 02-05-2018 at 11:27 PM (3131 Views)
I am officially scheduled for surgery for 2/26/18. I have researched myself silly. I have read as many blogs and forums that I could find. I know this journey (journey is such an overused word but I can't think of another) will not be an easy one. Just getting to this point has been a journey in of itself. The only person that knows I am having the Gastric Sleeve surgery is my husband. The scale and I are not friends. So I am not sure what I weigh at the moment. I know I weigh more now than I ever have. Even when I delivered my youngest child, who just turned 15 last month... I will weigh the day of my surgery. The last time I weighed was last month. I was 205. I am 5'3''. I hope to get down to 125. I would be fine at 140 though. I need to do this for my health. I had a sleep study done and I have sleep apnea. My cholesterol is high and I hope to be able to get that down. I will be 50 in September and I feel 100 years old some days. I am a bit scared. It feels so drastic. I get down on myself sometimes and think "why can't I lose this weight with diet and exercise'? I did 3 rounds of the injectable HCG several years ago and I swear that screwed up my metabolism. I am going to document my experience mainly to hold myself accountable and so that I can see and read my progress and the ups and downs and hopefully help someone along the way. Buckle up!