5 days!!!
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, 11-06-2017 at 03:54 PM (1420 Views)
AHHHHH!!!! I am so nervous/excited. I start my pre op diet tomorrow which I am not looking forward to. I am however happy that my mom is coming down with me as she went through the same procedure with the same doctor, that makes it a little easier.
I think one of the hardest parts is my younger brother doesn't approve of this. We are a very close family and we value each others opinions most of the time. With that being said he doesn't understand my struggle, he thinks it's because I haven't tried hard enough and I give up too quickly, and when I try to explain he gets frustrated and then so do I. It's annoying and frustrating. But in the end I think it's just because he's scared for me, that he can't be there when I go in for my first surgery ever and with it being 2 countries away, he just doesn't want anything to go wrong. This is his way of showing he is worried as the men in our family have a hard time expressing what they really feel lol.
Anyways enough of my rambling on haha, I just know that this is a very good option for me it's going to be a struggle and I can't wait!