5 days pre op
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, 02-26-2017 at 07:37 AM (1558 Views)
Unbelievable, it's almost my turn for surgery and seeing my name in the next week's surgery list has left me with mixed emotions. Sad because I'm leaving behind food which has been my everything, scared with the unknown outcome but staying positive, numb because I let it get to this point, and overall happy and anticipating a new beginning where I can start really liking what I see and love myself.
So today my journey officially begins. The last couple of months I have had a hell of a time binge eating ( the last this and the last that lol ) but 2 weeks ago I started preparing myself so now it is time to put the practicing into action. Two protein shakes today and a 3 ounce chicken with lemon juice for the next 5 days. This is going to be fun.