Surgery tomorrow...
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, 12-18-2016 at 11:04 AM (1606 Views)
and I am a mixed bag of nuts!
I had a hard time sleeping last night. Wonder what my anxiety level will be like tonight. Doc said I could take Xanax... thinking I may just do that.
I have never been so excited and terrified at the same time.
I am doing this for a better quality of life, to be a better person! To be stronger and more resilient!
I pray God wants that too.
I don't know if I want the clock to fly by today or slow way down.
Not on pre-op diet and yet I can't think of anything I "have to have" one last time. ... last meal of sorts.
Prayers welcomed.
JOYL-
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