Eight months out
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, 03-13-2015 at 06:19 AM (1575 Views)
So I'm not at my goal weight. I'm working out a lot and I'm eating a lot (not like I used to but it feels like a lot of food). I think I'm fine with this though because I'm still losing weight ... Albeit slowly. And I'm not in diet mode, hopefully this is how the rest of my life will be. Restaurants, a little wine here and there, hanging out with friends without behaving different.
I'm not on the scale but maybe once a month. I think my biggest fear are slider foods and stalls. I'm also intrigued by the concept of cleaner eating. Perhaps some would think if I'm concerned about too much of the wrong thing I'd be on the scale more but I'm the type to allow the scale to determine my mood for the day. So I avoid.
I'm using this blog today as my journal and what I'm journaling is I see others at eight months out and having a lot better results than me and I'm trying to justify my behavior. In the end it's all our own personal journey and as long as I am present and mindful I'll be fine. ( ... I'm good enough, I'm strong enough and doggone it people like me ...)
Sorry for the blather.