5 Month Update
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, 09-08-2014 at 04:17 PM (2216 Views)
Hey-Hey! It's been a while since I've blogged but I'm still reading all of the progress ya'll are making and it's awesome to see! I'm going on my 22nd week post op so I just finished up my 5th month. Wow- What a ride! I wish I could grab all you newbies and give you insight into my brain for 5 minutes so you could see how amazing this is... honestly. I remember being you- so nervous and worried that I would be the "one" who didn't lose weight.. not understanding why I could get down so much liquid after surgery and thinking my sleeve was "broken"... Wondering if this was really going to work... thinking I'm not losing as much as everyone else, etc. The list goes on and on. Well- All I can tell you is that time is on your side and before you know it, you will be looking back like I am saying "where the heck did these past 5 months go"?! I finally hit onederland two weeks ago and I literally shed a tear.. Never in a MILLION YEARS would I have believed even 6 months ago going into this surgery that I would be here writing this to you. My WL is slowing down greatly now and I'm not losing 3 lbs a week like I was before.. but I'm losing 1 and sometimes 2 and I'm good with it b/c it's coming off. I shop in normal stores now.. I can pull clothes off the rack and buy them. Amazing... I always loved shoes and purses b/c everybody "fits" those, right? Well- now I have to force myself to stay away from the mall!! I love shopping! I just ran a 5K yesterday.. Who the HECK do I think I am?! Well- this is the new me... the happy me... The person who was always inside waiting to burst out. I have a little over 30 lbs to get to my personal goal but am 18 lbs away from my Dr's goal. I've lost 67 lbs (21 pre-op and 46 post op) and I couldn't be happier. Below is a progress pic ( pre-surgery, about 3 months post op and then recent) as well as the pic of me before the race yesterday. Don't ask me why I look so miserable in the first two photos- who knows! LOL. For those of you struggling out there- nothing easy is worth having so just keep pushing along. Take each day as a new chance to do things better and remember- this is a marathon, not a sprint. If you don't lose 100 lbs this week, it's OK! The lbs add up and it will happen. Hope all you losers out there have a great week!