Pre-Op Day 3 and I Cheated :(
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, 07-28-2014 at 09:19 AM (1400 Views)
Day 3 into my liquid diet, I decided to cook lasagna for Sunday dinner. I prepared myself by having my shakes in the morning before Church and again right after service.
Dinner time comes and I catch myself grazing while cooking. Then, when the lasagna was done, I had to "try" it to make sure it was good. And that was all she wrote. We pretty much know what happened next.
By the time I went to bed, I felt so guilty and defeated. I have 11 more days of this liquid diet to go, and I hope I can stick too it without anymore "mishaps". My husband and kids decided that they would cook dinners from now on. I love cooking, but I find that I can't right. At least not until I get through to the pureed phase. Then I can blend my food.
So that is my confession....Out in the open. Today (Day 4) will be much better.