Some days it is so hard.....
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, 07-21-2014 at 11:36 PM (1053 Views)
Somedays it is so hard for me stay positive. I am 43 days out since surgery and I have only lost 25 pounds. I have been rereading all my books on thyroid issues and trying to figure out how to get things moving. But it seems that once again my body is going to make things difficult. My thyroid is reacting to the surgery and is basically holding on the fat cells. So I am in a waiting game and my thyroid is once again calling the shots.
I love hearing about but everyone's success but it is heartbreaking to know that I may have taken out a loan for something that just isn't going to work for me. I had such high hopes for this surgery changing my life and I am beginning to realize it is just yet another failure. My body is once again refusing to let go of anything beyond 25 pounds. Five years of Jenny Craig and another five at WW and the most I could lose was 25. MY body seems to like those little fat cells almost as much as I hate them.
Congrats to all of you in your weight loss/life journey as I set on the side lines and watch others get what I so desperately have wanted for so very long.
Thanks for listening...just feeling brokenhearted.