Wanting it to happen!!
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, 07-08-2014 at 03:14 PM (875 Views)
I will be one month on the 9th of July and my weight doesn't seem to be moving as fast as I feel it should. I have lost somedays 23 and other days 24. I have gained and lost that one pound for a week now. I don't know how to get my body to let go. This has been my fear on every program that I have ever done 25 has been my limit. Once I hit that I can no longer lose anything. I want to break that cycle and get out of the 300's. I just keep waiting for my body to realize that this is the new normal and it is time to let go of the weight.
I was hoping to go back to school with a 50 pound lose but with my thyroid fighting and my body I will be lucky if I hit 30 at this rate.
Just a little disappointed that I don't feel like I am losing. I have noticed some of my clothes feeling lose but still a little disappointed.
Working on getting my positive attitude back.
Don't want to be a failure once again.
Thanks for letting me vent.