2 days before surgery......
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, 02-08-2014 at 08:34 AM (1769 Views)
I've had quite a bit of time to think about this whole gastric sleeve process and journey. Today begins my 13th day of the liquid diet and all in all I have only been tempted 3 times to go off. I did not however, I thought of all the times in my life I've 'gone off' for this or that and somehow it made my resolve even stronger that I am doing this surgery for the right reasons.
The months of testing and sometimes annoyances come with this whole journey. I didn't always agree with what was being asked but I did it. Mountains of tests but I kept telling myself 'one day at a time'. Now the pre tests are finished. The hoops are put away, and the go ahead by my PC doctor has been sent in. I am ready!
My family is a huge support to me as are my sisters and my friends. I told everyone at work and they seem supportive and even if they are not - they are not saying anything directly to my face (which I find respectful.) All of that has given me a solid foundation to know that after this I am supported by them.
Here on this site which I have belonged to for quite a few months I've been given priceless information. I have met courageous people who have shared their stories - both good and bad and it has given me pause to think and rethink my situation. Am I willing to accept the bumps in the road that may come with this sleeve. I am. I have enjoyed Kims, Hevs, Seths, Tinmans, Thinks, Dysons and so many more posts of encouragement and private messages when I had questions. If I have learned anything on this site it is there are a hell of a lot of great people out there willing to share their knowledge the best way they can.
My surgery will be Monday February the 10th. I have to be in the hospital at 5:15 AM. I am ready. This is the chance I have been waiting for and I am looking forward to this new life that I read about here in endless posts.
Cheers to a second chance to do it the best way I can