Best NSV yet
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, 02-01-2013 at 05:05 PM (1553 Views)
For the last 5 years or so my weight has been so out of control I have held back from doing so much. Haven't been to an amusement park in 6 years because the last time I went they made me wait because the fat seat on the rise was taken. My sister, brother in law and husband were with me and we all had to stand aside and wait. So embarrassing. Last time we went horseback riding I stayed back in fear of hurting the horse. I have always loved riding.
Well 82 lbs less today. My hubby, parents and I went to the park for a picnic. Afterward I walked the mile and a half trail without tiring at all. Afterward I played with the kids for 3 straight hrs at the playground and finished off by taking them for another walk.
Best part, I was able to for the first time get on the slide with my daughter. Over and over again. The straight ones, bouncy ones, and the curvy ones. I was able to climb up the the slides through everything. The ladders, rock climbing walls and the ropes. We ran and played. Swung and slid. We had a blast. After 3 years I was able to give my kid the mom the deserved. My one year old loved that I could chase him around too.
I know this doesn't seem like something special to most ppl but to me it made me feel great. Like I can accomplish and conquer my goals. It was a reminder that things will only get better everyday and that I can never go back to the old me. I'm still 65 lbs from my dr's goal weight for me and 80 from my personal goal. I can't wait to be there.