Hey Poji,
I am sending you a note about your last posted blog. I know exactly how you are feeling - a month ago I was wondering, "What have I done to myself"? Once my nausea was under control (and what a journey it was just getting to that point!), I had zero interest in food. I had to slowly increase my intake on a daily basis and took no pleasure in eating. I forced myself at the appointed meal and snack times because I knew I had to. I felt like my life depended it. So now, here I am a month later, enjoying the foods I am eating and right back on track. What I went through was scary and I can totally relate to the feelings you express. Things turned around quickly for me once the nausea was controlled and I got hydrated and nourished. It was a six week long journey to get there! Hang in - you WILL get through this. After everything I've been through I can say I am happy that I was sleeved though I would have been hard pressed to say that five weeks ago!
Warm Regards and I wish you luck and healing ... Janet M