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  1. How bad do I want to live? How badly do I want to die?

    I didn't "cheat" as much as I diverted from my mission. What is my mission? I'm asking myself to remind myself... I had major surgery and half my stomach removed because I want to be healthy and LIVE. LIVE not just exist. And I don't want to die of obesity.

    So the greasy cornbread that is churning around in my newly stapled up stomach dosent belong there and I don't think I'll choose it over the tofu next time.

    Tofu.. Most people don't know what to do with ...
  2. Fat Girl Logic is No Logic at All

    Feeling sick today. Why? Because I ate some really yummy cheese. I had my two week post op appointment. The doctor said soft foods are ok. We talked about puréed foods and how daunting the prospect of eating baby food for two weeks was. She said "just thing soft food" well... My chubby chick logic said YES!! And with my yummy scrambled egg....bad flipping idea. Now I feel like crap... Sigh I need to use my skinny person thinking that's down under all this chub... On the bright side... ...
  3. Day 15! I can eat-ish

    I finally got to eat some soft/puréed foods today. I tasted a mashed up bit of the pasta I made last night ... Surprisingly not as good as I thought it would be. The mashed up Tuna was the best food I've had in like ...17days! I became more comfortable with the liquid diet than the protein based diet. I'm not a milk product drinker so all the milk based protein drinks made me feel sick and terribly backed up. I mixed them several different ways before I found a mix I could handle. The taste buds ...