Easter with my family was wonderful! The food may have even been better ;-) Seriously, I'm still devouring the leftovers everyday for lunch.

Family picture: (back row)husband, son in law, grandson, ex husband, middle daughter (the one that was left disabled from vitamin deficiency. She looks amazing!), my dad (he just got out of the hospital from a 3 week stay, ...

I finally had my cervical epidural yesterday. I'm hoping beyond hope that this gives me relief. So far nothing, but the doctor did say it could take a few days or weeks. I'm already scheduled for another one on the 25th.

So... I freaking weighed 102 yesterday! That's a 17.5 BMI for me. The weight is just steadily dropping suddenly over the last week or two. It's stressing me out. Can pain cause you to burn more calories? If so, that could help explain it. The pain has been excruciating. ...

Let's start with Friday a little over two weeks ago. I took my daughter to Birmingham to see a specialist with the plan of having her admitted into the hospital the following Monday to start refeeding via a picc line. She was to stay in the hospital for roughly two weeks to get everything started and to make sure she was handling it well then be sent home to continue feeds that way for the next year or longer. We would be required to make trips to Birmingham (4 hours from our home) once or twice ...

I'm sitting at the hospital where they just took my dad back to have his VSG done. As I watched my daughter sitting in her wheelchair, her whole body twitching and eyes jerking, saying good bye to him, it took all I had to keep my composure. If not for this surgery she wouldn't be disabled, and here I am watching my father go back to have it done to him. It's incredibly scary.

Tomorrow I leave for Birmingham, four hours from home, to take my daughter to see a new doctor that her ...

I talked to my mother last night, yep, that evil lady from my last blog post. We didn't discuss anything from last week. She wanted to know who my surgeon was because she forgot his name, oh and to let me know that my dad is having this surgery next week - one week from today. Oh my God!!! My dad is probably going to die. Not even kidding.

Some of you may remember how sick I was when I had my surgery two years ago. I had constant vomiting for the first year, multiple hospital stays, ...