I must say I never thought the honeymoon would be over. I am now reaching close to 3 years out and I get on the scale and think "Houston we have a problem". Honestly I know what my problems are and now am struggling to turn this all around! Lots of alcoholic beverages, not much exercise and no tracking along with way to many slider foods. This has led to a 25 pound weight gain.

I am ashamed because I know that I put in too much in beginning to be at this point now. Stress ...

It has been a quite a while since I have logged in. I have been down to 184 the lowest and 194 as of right now. I have not been walking but spring is around the corner and when the weather gets nice I am back on the track! My eating is basically the same nothing too crazy and I have been drinking wine lately. So needless to say I got to get back on track all around. Not beating up on myself I am proud of what I have gotten off so far, and refuse to go up on the scale anymore. If this is where my ...

Vacation was great came back and went another vacation. So needless to say I have been having a BALL lately. Birthday just passed too, so I have had a few too many cocktails and have not been tracking (I will not on vaca).

Now that all the fun is behind me, I am recommitting to getting this last 16 pounds off that I want to lose. I have started working out again and no more cocktails. My next vacation will be a girls weekend in June and have to be down by then.

I am ...

So much has been happening lately since Christmas, when I saw pics of myself and I looked really thin. I changed my calories from 1200 to 1400 which I was never able to eat them all. So I went back to 1200.

I have not been working out but I am still losing today I am down a total of 108 lbs. I believe I want to lose another 20-25 but I'm in no rush to do so.

I get so many compliments at work, so others really see the change even though I really don't! I notice my clothes ...

I reached onderland a week before Christmas,,I was elated!!! I took so many pics and videos during our family get together. I looked sick!! Omg I could not believe it!!! I wanted to lose 25 more pounds but now I'm really not sure. I don't want to look deflated ughhhh I would have never thought it. I will be uploading pics soon so you guys can let me know what you think. I'm on a mini vacation from work so I'm chilling until Thursday...pics to follow