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... and all of us should be able to laugh along ... SURGERY IS 13 days from today!!!!!
I'm three weeks post-op on Wednesday. Since January 8 (start of my pre-op diet) I've lost 35 pounds. That averages out to about a pound a day, which is a ton of weight. I get it. But... I've been stalled for about a week and a half now. WHAT?! Already?! I thought I'd have a solid month or two of losing before this happened. I keep telling myself it's just a stall, it's just a stall. Yeah right. Who am I kidding? I'm about to start ripping my own hair out (that'd be ...
So Im having a hard time in last month or so staying motivated for longer than 3 days at a time. ie i MOSTLY eat right but then will choose to let a party or a whole weekend or food @ work or something throw me off track. then i panic and do right some mroe. so im not gaining per se. but im playing a dumb game where im seeing how close to the line i can get. which is prob a fine game to play once im at goal weight but im a good 70lbs away from that so right now that just smacks of self sabotage. ...
I have been waiting 6 months to meet with my surgeon and now that the day is here I am so nervous...I don't even know why....well, maybe I just don't want them to find a reason to say no!! Or maybe they will make me wait longer!! I just don't understand why we have to jump through hoops to get a surgery which will improve our health....especially living in one of the "fattest" cities in America! Anyway, just trying to get out my nervousness while I am waiting for my car to heat up ...
Feeling great!