My skinny jeans are loose!
by
, 08-06-2013 at 11:54 PM (1627 Views)
So I am about 10 weeks out and my super skinny skin tight jeans are loose! Crazy feeling. I've decided to go back to aa after a few experiments with drinking though. That is tough to share but I want people to know the truth. Good and bad. I am doing great with my eating and working out...but my problems with drinking were not solved but worsened with the surgery. I got drunk off one drink and blacked out after 3....but kept drinking. I scared myself enough to know that 1) alcohol goes down way easier than food 2) I just can't touch it. period. I have come too far and am still paying for my surgery to screw up my own progress. But isn't that what we do as humans? Get in our own way? Not anymore though!!! I was able to buy a skirt and swimsuit in the REGULAR section at Target. Granted...the swim suit was still an XL but my butt always will be...lol. This is a far cry from having to shop not only in Plus sections there, but at sometimes I bought maternity clothes...and I've never been pregnant. I know this post is totally bipolar but anyone who has had this surgery knows the influx of emotions- good and bad. I will end positively though...there is def more good than bad and I would do it again. I'm just going to keep my ass in the gym and at meetings.