It's my Birthday so why mixed emotions?
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, 05-04-2014 at 08:02 AM (1796 Views)
Today is my Birthday, so why do I have sad feelings on my birthday. I was supposed to hang out with my friends yesterday but it was cut short had to take my mom to the ER. Today I am like I can't even get a birthday dinner, no one will make me a cake. This hurts
I am happy I am down 41lbs since I started this journey and 22lbs of that came after surgery. I should be ecstatic about the loss & the same time I am like if I buy an outfit will only fit a week or two I am guessing plus no where to go.
I am thankful for my blessings though I am alive, I was able to have the surgery, I am losing the weight, I have my health, a roof over my head etc.
Just doesn't feel like a birthday since I can't eat.