I've been accepted into the 12wk class Kaiser requires!! So yay for that!! My orientation is Sept 16th. I was told it can take 2-6 months to get into the classes from then, which is disheartening. But today I was returning a call I received from the department that runs the classes, and was told the call *may* be about a class they're trying to fill, starting Sept 30th! Too bad I have to wait until Tuesday (hopefully) to hear back, because I didn't receive a return call today.
This is what I wanted, start the classes this month, to hopefully have surgery in the first couple months of the year. Then it kind of hit me- I'm scared! Excitement has been high lately because the process was just starting and moving along pretty well.. and now that it's getting scheduled, I'm feeling the nerves coming on strong. Why? This is what I want! I know it's because I've never had surgery before. I'm afraid of going under. I'm afraid of the pain. I'm afraid something will go wrong. I just need to keep thinking positive. Ahh!
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