I am scheduled for surgery with dr almanza and I am deeply nervous about going out of the country. My family is against my surgery but I feel that I so desperately need it. I feel trapped in this body that isn't mine anymore and it has stolen my joy for life. I am ready to feel energetic again.
I remember a time when I felt alive and spontaneous.....I am eager to feel that way again. From the looks of me now, you can't tell I was ever a professional cheerleader or that I danced in college.
Am I making the right move and is out of the country a good idea??? I work in healthcare and I have a phd.....yet I am still nervous. Any advice?