I am miserable! This whole process has been hard, I knew this would never be easy.. But really??
I can't express to you all how much I miss & want food, it's just not fair!
Is this really all going to be worth it?
Is this the right new lifestyle for me? Should I have just gotten off my fat ass & tried working out harder???
I can't stop crying because I'm extremely frustrated with everything..
My surgery went great! Don't get me wrong.. I haven't had any complications, but I am still in pain.
It's this freakin left side of mine that's so painful! I just want to be able to sit & lay & sleep however I please again! I want to be able to relax before I go back to work on Thursday!
Was this the right choice is what I keep asking myself?
I'm so so ready to be over with all of these crazy restrictions on food! I'm just a very unhappy person when I can't have what I want..
I also think.. Will I actually be able to reach my goal?! I started off freaking huge, I mean 377 is a lot! Is 180 realistic? Is a size 12 ever going to happen for me?? Or will I just struggle the whole time??
Idk guys, I'm just all over the place right now.. Thank y'all though so much for all the help I've gotten so far from all of you <3
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