Tomorrow i am supposed to get the same call I was supposed to get last week giving me my new surgery date. I keep wondering if the constent delays are god's way of telling me I am not ready for this change.
I havent started by pre op diet because I don't know what date my surgery will be. I feel like Ihave been eating just whatever - not really going overboard (somedays maybe so) but just not being careful. Am I sabatoging myself? Shoes I still be in "diet mode" or am I stressing for nothing?
I want the surgery and I know I am just scared, but the being scared and the "last supper" syndrom is getting to me.
Sorry I just needed to get that out.
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