and I am a mixed bag of nuts!
I had a hard time sleeping last night. Wonder what my anxiety level will be like tonight. Doc said I could take Xanax... thinking I may just do that.
I have never been so excited and terrified at the same time.
I am doing this for a better quality of life, to be a better person! To be stronger and more resilient!
I pray God wants that too.
I don't know if I want the clock to fly by today or
I have been praying a lot about my surgery. I have been asking God all kinds of questions in hopes He would resolve issues and comfort me with his abiding peace. I believe prayer is such an awesome way to strengthen my relationship with the Maker.
This morning I had an awesome experience during my short prayer and meditation this morning... and I mean it was really short... as in just a few moments before heading into work. I was praying and asking God to save me and I would do his
Tomorrow I will begin my journey toward preparing my mind and spirit for the up coming surgery... here are a few of my thoughts.
I am flying out to Phx, Arizona in the morning and then traveling to Young Arizona for a preparation retreat. The actual retreat will be May of 2017.
The purpose of the retreat is to bring healing and ministry to recovering addicts. This first gathering is to pull the team together and outline what we will be doing in May. This location in Young,