Slight Hiccup
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, 11-17-2016 at 10:44 AM (2087 Views)
Well I'm trucking along on the Pre-Op diet of 2 protein shakes a day 1 healthy meal and as many green veggies I want for almost 2 weeks now (even tho some days I felt like I was starving!) thought I was doing pretty good all gun-ho about it excited until I weighed my self today boy oh boy what a mistake that was. I never weigh my self EVER EVER but I thought what the hell I've done really good no cheating whatsoever. I lost 0 lbs in the last 10 days talk about a crushing to your soul. Just thinking about this makes me want to cry!!!! I can't wait until my surgery on Tuesday but emotions have been all over the freaking place. I cheated today I know its only the pre op phase and all but what the hell is wrong with me why why why I don't want to sabotage myself but I always do. Tuesday can not come soon enough.