The Good The Bad and The Ugly
by, 12-26-2011 at 12:23 PM (722 Views)
Finally losing the weight after years and years of dieting. Looking into a mirror and not being disgusted with myself.
Transitioning from regular stomach to abbreviated stomach. Feeling sick a lot of the times because I can't or just don't want to eat. Eating something that makes me sick afterwards. Not a routine sick but a sick like I might want to die sick. Trying to find food that will stick and satisfy me. Sense of smell so enhanced and intense that I want to use a mask to cover my nose 24/7.
When the above does not work and I find that my bathroom has become my friend more than food used to. Whether coming from one end or the other, it can be extremely painful and disgusting.
Ranting today - sorry.
I am glad I made this decision, it is just (at times) a somewhat difficult transition. I am looking forward to attending my first support group in a few weeks. I really love this site and the support I get here, but nothing beats verbally expressing yourself to people that get it. If I typed all that I feel I would be typing all day and you guys might send someone to my house to check on me .