Tomorrow my life will change forever.
by, 11-24-2013 at 07:28 PM (217 Views)
So, here i sit thinking of all the thoughts running through my mind. I am so anxious, excited, nervous, scared.... You name it, I am feeling it. I am scared of my liver not being perfect. I am scared that I will fail at this. I have failed so many other times, what if I stretch it out, what if I leak, what if I am that <1%. But what if I succeed. What if a world that I never knew opens up for me starting tomorrow. This is probably the biggest decisions that I have ever made. I am determined to succeed. My body and I had a talk today. I told me, that we have had many years of abuse. Overindulgence, lazy mindset... It is time we fix the damage we have done, my body will not fail me. At the end of the day, I have only me to answer too. So, sleeve land, here goes nothing and everything all at the same time.