Welcome guest, you have 1 message! Register

View RSS Feed

AmyM

Tomorrow my life will change forever.

Rate this Entry
by , 11-24-2013 at 07:28 PM (200 Views)
So, here i sit thinking of all the thoughts running through my mind. I am so anxious, excited, nervous, scared.... You name it, I am feeling it. I am scared of my liver not being perfect. I am scared that I will fail at this. I have failed so many other times, what if I stretch it out, what if I leak, what if I am that <1%. But what if I succeed. What if a world that I never knew opens up for me starting tomorrow. This is probably the biggest decisions that I have ever made. I am determined to succeed. My body and I had a talk today. I told me, that we have had many years of abuse. Overindulgence, lazy mindset... It is time we fix the damage we have done, my body will not fail me. At the end of the day, I have only me to answer too. So, sleeve land, here goes nothing and everything all at the same time.

Submit "Tomorrow my life will change forever." to Digg Submit "Tomorrow my life will change forever." to del.icio.us Submit "Tomorrow my life will change forever." to StumbleUpon Submit "Tomorrow my life will change forever." to Google

Tags: None Add / Edit Tags
Categories
Uncategorized

Comments

  1. Dreaming of 139's Avatar
    You can do this. You will breeze through this and before you know it, you will be posting on here about how well you are doing and feeling. I will be sending you warm thoughts on Monday.
  2. erinja's Avatar
    best of luck, Amy...may your recovery be peaceful, painless and swift!
  3. Tls66's Avatar
    I was just sleeved Wednesday (the 20th) I had the same fears, my big fear is failure because I've already had one WLS (lapband) so your fears are normal. I'm on day 5 and major turnaround, feeling like a real person again, so if I can do, I know you can too. Best wishes for you!
  4. LSGUticaGirl's Avatar
    Amy, just want to wish you the Very Best of Luck, you have many people supporting you here on the Forum/Site and you have read a lot of our Journey's mine included. Your going to do just fine, Remember, Walk as soon as you can get out of that bed, Take a Shower as soon as you can so you feel Human again, and sip sip sip on liquids. Best Advice I can give you when you are in the Hospital. Looking forward to reading your first post after Surgery. Pretty Soon you will be on the otherside just like a lot of us that have recently has the Sleeve Surgery. Again Best of Luck to you and You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Lori
    Graciegurl likes this.
  5. brightnessofhope's Avatar
    Wishing you all the success in the world! Best of luck tomorrow!