A Year in Maintenance and I'm Doing it!
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, 11-14-2013 at 09:22 AM (2589 Views)
So I'm almost 2 years post op. It's been wonderful. Last October when I hit maintenance I was cautiously excited. I was smaller than I'd been since high school back when I played every sport I could. I was wearing size 4's and 6's and feeling great. I was worried about the REAL test....maintaining my weight. That was always very hard for me to do in the past. Our large tummies were built so we could consume large amounts of food in times of feast because humanity dealt with so many famines. Our ancestors had a much harder time of it, didn't they? Actually having to hunt for food and pray they could eat enough in a sitting or two to last a while because they didn't know when their next meal would come? Biology of our bodies hasn't changed much so now we have a ton of food in some countries and definitely have the big stomach to accommodate it. With this small sleeve, I feel like this is how my stomach has to be because of the overabundance of food and how EASY it is to eat too much! I was never a grazer. Always a volume eater. I was hoping beyond hope the sleeve would be just what I needed. So far so good!
So maintenance is when the anxiety begins. When you wonder if you can do it in the long run. Can I keep the weight off? Am I going to start gaining gobs of weight? Well I have been maintaining my weight for just over a full year and I'm celebrating that even more than losing the weight. I'm wearing the same 4's and 6's I wore last year, even some 2's thrown in there (vanity sizing They are actually looser than last year because I lost a few more pounds right when I started maintenance. So I'm celebrating maintaining my weight! That's a bigger victory for ME than losing it. I knew I could lose weight. The holy grail in my mind was maintenance. I keep an eye on my jeans and if they feel the slightest bit tight, I look over my carbs and water and protein and make see what I'm doing and what I can do to make sure I don't start gaining weight. I cut back if I need to. I refuse to buy a new wardrobe. My goal is to wear the same clothes year after year and enjoy my new health. MY GOAL IS TO KEEP MY DIABETES IN REMISSION AND SO FAR, SO GOOD! I wish everyone the best out there. Losing the weight is fun, exciting, and even scary sometimes when you freak out about stalls and wonder if this is it. I loved the weight loss. But i was even more excited about maintenance and scared and nervous! But here I am! A year later and keeping it off! The VSG has been absolutely wonderful for me and if you treat your body and health well, eat mindfully, and don't put your head in the sand when your clothes start getting tight you can keep the weight off and do it well! Just keep your head in the game. Big hugs everyone!! You can do it!!